What you fail to realize, my friend, is that it is not what you say, that I, and obviously a lot of others, have a problem with. It is the manner in which you go about trying to increase the number of hits to your website. You use Matthew and Judy Shepards names, in a very deceptive manner. You do state your website honors or is in the memory of Matthew, and that Judy endorses, or as you put it, loves you labors, put forth on their behalf. So, when those who fall for this line, myself included, do click the link to your site, expecting to what you said they would. But, the first thing we see is your banner with the words anti-gay.com and then, Matt Shepard was not killed for being gay, but for being a sexual predator. Put THAT in your pipe and smoke it. Did you really believe that this would not upset us? And, if they don't immediately leave your site and do as I did. They will be see your refer to Judy, as a B*t*H and a FAT UGLY NAZI. If this doesn't cause their blood pressure to go off the charts or they don't stroke out on the spot. Your diatribe of extremely vicious and offensive comments, mixed between the lines of Judy Sherpard's, Senate Judiciary Committee, surely causes them to get really ticked off at you. You say you live to offend, and my friend, you are an expert at offending.

Come on now, Chill, you do a great job of convincing everyone that your website, is going to be this wonderful tribute to Matthew, to get them there. Then you smack them in the head with an offensive sledgehammer. It is no wonder that I, and obviously a whole lot of others would, flip out and want to reach out and touch you, but, not in a way so that you would enjoy it. I will admit, I was outraged at the deceptive and dishonest manner in which you got me to visit your website. And because of how horrible and upsetting this made me feel. I decided, I didn't want others to experience how terrible as I felt. I issued an alert to TBC's members, supporters and my friends. I included your email message, to be sure, should they be one of the 500-1000 people you so proudly spammed, they would at least know what to expect. As it turned out, I was deluged with 183 messages, from those who received my alert. And trust me the comments made about your tactics, to trick people into visiting, weren't pretty. In fact, the nicest thing you were called was a twit and that was by me. You know what happened next, a few of us tracked down your host server. I shared this with this information with those who requested it and your host server received a lot of phone calls and messages, that also weren't pretty. We are responsible for our actions and when we say or do something that really offends someone. The we stand the chance of being held accountable by them and suffering their wrath. You my friend, just happened to do an expert job at offending a whole lot of people and suffered their wrath.

I hope you see, I am not attacking you personally, filling this message with insults, such as your an anti-gay weirdo's, a limp-wristed girlyman or whiny minority. This isn't my style and serves no purpose. And, I am sorry to disappoint you, I didn't come up with that lucid name, you had hoped for.

But, I have to say, your suggestion I made claim to being a victim or that I was victimized, was insulting. Especially, as you are the one playing the martyr or the victim. And, Chill, you and you alone are the one who caused this sitution to escalate to the point it did. It's time that you put the violin away and stop trying to blame others for the results of your actions. You searched me and all the others who you spammed. Your message, was a calculated attempt, to deceive us about what your website was and wasn't all about, in an effort to generate traffic to you site. You may put your own spin on what I just explained to you, so be it. But, I just wanted to explain to you, how this whiny anti-gay weirdo limp-wristed girlyman saw this situation.

Zeke

On Mon, 16 September 2002, Chillin Dylan wrote:  

dear mr. victimized:

i have spent many hours emailing gay-rights groups like the hrc, the aclu, glaad, the matthew shepard foundation and more, to complain about the website that my other personality, Chillin "anti-gay.com" Dylan, has come up with.  they have not responded to my emails, but maybe you'll have better luck and give me the lucid name i've been spamming all these years for.

chillin "pro-gay.com" dylan

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