Message posted on anti-gay.com and the last message posted on matthewshepard.info, before it was taken offline. 
 
September 16, 2002
 
Yesterday, I must've spammed 500-1000 self-described VICTIMS with this note:
 
this is just an email to let you know about a new way to further the gay agenda in your city and/or across
the nation. please do not let poor matthew shepard have died in vain, honor his memory and his parents'
crusades by visiting www.matthewshepard.info <http://www.matthewshepard.info>. just look around the new
gay rights metropolis, stay for a cup of java and some education, or even make a donation to your favorite
gay charity.
 
judy shepard thanks you for taking part in her son's memory, and so do i.
 
And my webhost said he was getting oh-so many complaints and phone calls from whiny minorities
(aka, VICTIMS of this and that)...so he had to discontinue use of that domain name.  One such VICTIM,
and I don't recommend spamming the coalition, was a masculivoid from tampabaycoalition.com - my
webhost forwarded his letter to me.  Or, being so limp-wristed, it could have been a she.
 
Anyway, aside from NOT SPAMMING TAMPABAYCOALITION.COM, a way to help me in my quest to
promote this website and to defame the Shepard family name, would be just to simply sign up for a free
email service (under a fictitious name, of course) and spam spam spam advertisements like the one in
italics above to as many runts, minorities and VICTIMS as you possibly can!
 
WAIT!!  HERE'S THE SECOND LETTER HE SENT!!!  DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THESE PEOPLE WHO
ARE SO QUICK TO DEEM THEMSELVES "VICTIMIZED"?!
 
Subject: Report of abuse, fraud, illegal activity and deception
.
The manner in which I was treated by a member of your support staff on the phone, leaves
 me to believe, you will most likely do little to nothing about this report of abuse. If the meeting
being held was so important, why did he bother to answer the phone? It wasn't necessary for
him to be so rude and hang up on me in mid sentence.
 
The information I have obtained, indicates a person going by the name of Chillin Dylan,
The site is, http://www.anti-gay.com/framepg.htm and by going to, www.matthewshepard.info ,
you are redirected to the anti-gay site. This was what was most distressing to me. I received an
unsolicited email message, [which I have included below]. I consider the message Spam,
because it's purpose was to promote a website and I never requested or authorized any information
be sent to regarding this site. The messages return path listedan email address of,
lovingmatthewshepard202@yahoo.com.
 
However, Dylan's Registrant Email is: dylanforpresident@yahoo.com. The use of the other address,
was to hide his identity and was apart of his  intention to deceive me of the true nature and identity
of the website he was promoting and soliciting traffic to. The message below, is making claims and
implying an endorsement by Judy Shepard, which is fraudulent and I would think, to be illegal also.
It goes on to further deceive me into believing, the site is to honor his memory and his parents'
crusades.
The deception continues by falsely claiming the site offers a new way to further the gay agenda, is
a gay rights metropolis and offers me the ability to make a donation to your favorite gay charity.
He ends the message by explicitly implying Judy Shepard's endorsement of the site and he is
personally working in association with Judy Shepard by stating, Judy Shepard thanks you for
taking part in her son's memory, and so do I. Although the subject says, www.matthewshepard.info
is the best place for matthew defamation. His intention was clearly to make deceptive and false
claims, so, I would ignore or assume his use of the word defamation, was a mistake. He may
believe that by including the word, defamation, it serves as a disclaimer or that it would protect
him in some way. He is very mistaken if he think this is to be true, it falls far short as serving this
purpose. Because when anyone clicks on this link to go to, www.matthewshepard.info, they
are
immediately redirected to, http://www.anti-gay.com/framepg.htm. This websites contents is in direct
conflict to all claims made in his message. It in fact hatred and intolerance of gay people.
Along with viciously defaming the good names of Matthew and Judy Shepard.
 
I believe his actions are in direct violation of use agreements and polices. They certainly violate
internet regulations and the use agreements and polices of reputable website host servers.
Dylan's intentional use of deceit, deception and dishonesty, to direct me and others who would
knowingly not wish to view the material and contents included on his website.
 
I implore you, take the appropriate steps to cancel the website "anti-gay.com" and forwarding for:
"matthewshepard.com".
 
I have personally contacted Judy Shepard, GLADD, Human Rights Campaign, The National Center
for Lesbian Rights and a number of other organizations, and alerted them to despicable situation.
 
I strongly believe in everyone's First Amendments Right to promote, express or espouse their
personal beliefs, no matter whether I agree or disagree with them. And believe that Dylan has the
same rights to promote, express or espouse, his personal belief. However, this is not a an attempt
by me to violate his rights. He knowingly and intentionally make false and fraudulent claims, used
deceit, deception and dishonestly. And he did this in a calculated effort to promote and direct me
and others to his website. And, he knew we would not have otherwise willingly have wished to view
or have any association with. He must be held accountable for his actions for violating the rights
of others.
 
What "right" is that, the "right" not to be offended by what anyone else has to say?  Gays have
been offending everyone in existence for the past few decades, that is why homosexuality is so
rampant and accepted nowadays. I will continue to offend, for my webhost is like my big brother. 
I want his body, too, I don't even know what he looks like!
 
September 16, 2002
 
Today, I learned a valuable lesson as a gay man - er, pardon me, that's kind of an oxymoron...
I learned a valuable lesson as a gay masculivoid.  See, this domain (www.matthewshepard.info)
once forwarded to my gay homepage, pro-gay.com, and my webhost said he was getting so many
complaints and so many emails on account of some of the content.  I can't understand why, but there
are still a lot of anti-gay weirdos alive.
 
Anyway, I apologize to the other male masculivoids that I have hurt by using Matt Shepard's name to
point to my own personal website, www.pro-gay.com .  And the female feminivoids.  I see how wrong
it was to use Matthew Shepard's good name to promote myself.  I see how wrong it was to involve
Matthew Shepard'smemory in a website that was created solely to benefit ME, ME, ME.
 
Thank You.  All Apologies and Sincerities.  Long live pro-gay.com. 
Though I know Judy Shepard loves my labors realize some anti-gay nitwits hate me 
 
 
September 17, 2002
 
i'm still so depressed about Matthew Shepard's death.  i'm coming to terms, after all, i have my labor of
love towards Matthew, www.pro-gay.com.
 
nobody can tell me what i need to do to come to terms with matthew's death, nobody has the right to tell
me that i can't feel the kind of love i feel for matthew, they don't know me from adam ant...so how could
they possibly JUDGE me?
 
 i am a victim of gays' demands for conformity.  let me explain: i have been in so much pain because of
matthew's death, that i have authored a website to help me deal with it.  recently, i've been forced by
so-called "gay activists," to quit the forwarding of matthewshepard.info.  they said i was not allowed to
have matthewshepard.info point to my dedicatory website.  they were offended by what makes me an
individual - they were offended by my not mourning the way they see fit, so they've silenced me.  that
is a violation of my individuality, and i urge true advocates for freedom to help me get my pointer back.
 
we all deal with pain differently.  gay activists should realize that the most of all, after all, their credo is
"Everybody's Different".
until i get my pointer back up and running www.pro-gay.com is the way i mourn.
 
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